New day

Well a new day has begun, looks like the 3rd one is way over. Have started moving out, and will try and get the last of my things out this weekend. And you know what, i big wieght is off my shoulders.
I am living with a buddy of mine for the time being, it is nice to come home and not fight and argue, or worry about where you spouse is at or who she is with. And to know that the only thing you have to do is worry about you and nothing else.
I am sure at times i will get lonely, and i may even think every once in awhile that i miss her, but in the long run i will be alot better off.

I will have time for my kids again, i can spend time and money on them and not fell quilty about it, i realize that all the relationships i have had since i split up with thier mom 11 years ago, have not been good for my girls. They have seen and heard things that they never should have.

Kids grow up to fast now days anyway and all i have done is give them bad ideas to think about.
I really owe them an apology and hope i can repair the damage that i have done.
So wish me luck on this new chapter of my life, and pray for my kids, maybe they will turn out right inspite of the way i have taught them.
Later
Twisted