It's time
Well i have made a decision. I am leaving my wife. This weekend i will pack up what i can carry in my mini-van and move my daughter and I into spare room at a friend of mine's house. I just can't stand to be alone in my own home. The soon to be ex and I have not even had a conversation in over a week.
Not so much as a hi, bye or kiss my ass! She does not speak to me and I damn sure don't speak to her.
We have not had sex in over a month. I have not had a passionte kiss from her in over 4 months. I fucking hate living like that, i just can not continue to put up with the bullshit.
Damn i feel better just getting that off my chest. I have been stressed to the point of doing something stupid. I can't eat don't sleep worth a damn and I have been one moody mother......
I have talked to my daughter about this and she is all for moving and starting over again. She is the best kid, it will be the 3rd school in one year that she has atteneded, and the lowest grade she has is an 87 and she is upset about that.
Well now you know what is going on with me, and thanks for all the positive comments, I know things will get better, but sometimes it is just hard to see that far ahead.
Later
Twisted
3 Comments:
Good Luck, MT...
Hope it works out for you.
Cutie
Awww honey, sorry to hear your news but pleased you have finally made a decision.
Good luck with wotever the future holds.
((hugs))
It sounds like you will be at peace with yourself now.
Relationships are hard, but so is being alone. Glad you have your daughter to help you through it.
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