I know it is hard to believe

Good monday morning. I see that most of us made it thru another weekend. Which is a good thing, I like to wakeup on modays alive. Of course I like to wake alive every morning it sure makes the day alot better.
I know that Sonya is dieing to know how my weekend turned out, but no one could guess what happened to me this weekend.
So I guess I will just have to tell you.

I left early friday from work, went to lunch with a couple of my work buddies. On the way back to the hospital to drop them off I get a call from soon to be ex-wife. She calls and wants to know if I would like to meet her for supper friday night. I asked her why she even wanted to see me, being a man I still think it is because of sex, but she explains that she will have her kids with her.
Mine girls were at there mom's house this weekend. So I tell her if she wants to have supper with me that I will meet her. I go home and tell my girls that they are invited if they want to go, of course they decline that invitation. I meet the soon to be ex about 6:45. She gives me a hug and we sit down for dinner. Her little girl is smiling from ear to ear, and won't quit telling me about stuff, she is 5. About 5 minutes after I get there, the baby leans across the table and says I love you Paul. Man that broke my heart.
We eat and talk and the baby sits in my lap, then she gives me a valentine card and some candy hearts (they are my favorites). She said that the baby picked them out.
Well things are going ok, and supper is over, we walk out to the car and I ask if I can have a kiss, I get one and then we have a few more, I can tell that she is a little upset but she does not say anything just goodbye.
I go over to the buddies house to drink whiskey and help him assemble his kids new toy, of course we drank whiskey and watched movies and forgot about the toy.

I get up about 8:30 saturday morning for a fishing trip. The ex calls to see what is going on, now I am still thinking that she wants something but can just not put my finger on it. I talk for a while and tell her I sent her a email about 3:45 saturday morning. I get a email back from her telling me that she loves me more than anything else in the world, that she made a horrible mistake letting me leave with out telling me, and that she not only lost her husband but her best friend. I get a little choked up about it.
This is about 5:45 saturday night and the crazy chick is supposed to be over about 6:00. I message her that I am in a bad mood and don't bother coming over, of course this causes her to freak and want to know what is wrong. I just ignore her and call my little sister. She comes over to see me and I tell her everything that has happened, all about the crazy chick and the things that the ex wrote me in the email.
We talk for awhile and my sisters told me that she just wants to see me happy. I did not expect that from her, but I sure am glad she said it.
So I called the soon to be ex sunday morning and told her that if she wanted to try and work things out, that I was willing.
She does, she also told me that letting me leave was the worst mistake she ever made and that she has been miserable for the last 3 months with out me.
Now my girls are not to happy about it all, but we are going to try and work things out. We are going to try real hard.

So that was my weekend, I tried to call crazy yesterday to tell her, but she wont answer her phone.
Later
Twisted