It's a new day, well it is almost over
Ok I have calmed down abit today. I guess I should be happy that I live in a world that will allow me to have a shit fit like I was yesterday. The light is on and somone is home today.
I guess I really did try to make my marriage work this last time and it really did piss me off that I was not succesful at it. So when the soon to be ex started with all the that " If I had to do it all over again I would do it different" shit it just pushed me over the edge.
I was really hot about it yesterday, hell I was in bed by 9:30 last night and up at 5:00. Woke the girls up early and took them out for breakfast. We had a good time and I realize that Mackenzie
is right. I need to take care of those girls and spend some time getting to know me. Hell I have always let someone woman mess up my thinking. Or should I say that I have let Little morallytwisted do my thinking for me.
Even thou it is hard for me to say, I need to leave the ladies alone for awhile and just sit back and take stock of my life. Maybe spend a few months catching up on my reading or not spending so much time on the internet. I loved to read as a small child and it was my great ecscape.
I loved to read books about mobsters. Hell I always wished that I had been born Italian so that i could join the mob. I don't know why it seems like such a good idea but that way of life rocked to me when I was younger.
Of course I now realize that being a mobster is not something you want to do if you plan on having a long life. Lets face it most of those guys do not live long prosperous lifes.
Yep that is what i need to do, get back into my books, doing some more reading, maybe get a hobby. Hell maybe 2 hobbies, or 3.
Well that is about all I have today. Thanks for all the comments, it sure is nice to have other folks shed a little light on the things going on in your life.
Later
Twisted
posted by twizted @ 3:18 PM
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3 Comments:
Have a good weekend Twisted. Maybe you should have a Sopranos marathon for your mobster cravings.
Twisted, I've been divorced for 4 1/2 years. The first 2 years were really hard for me, I was SOOO angry. Now my ex and I get along.. I get along with his current wife (the affair they had ended our marriage), too, for the most part.
Hopefully, taking stock of your life, doing things for you, getting into new hobbies, spending time with your daughters, making new friends, hanging out with old friends & family.. will restore your spirit. It takes time, I believe.
Rushing into a new relationship is not the way to get over it. Taking time & healing is the way to go in order to have a healthy relationship later on.. one that will last & become a happy, lifetime marriage.
Ranting & raving is a great way to get it out of your head, so you can move past it, instead of holding it in & letting it fester.
Best of luck, Twisted. :)
Glad you've rediscovered your love of books, as for spending a little less time on line, i think most of us bloggers can relate to that, just don't go disappearing on us, we'd miss you! ;)
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