Another day.........

Well trying to keep my promise, so i will post today. The first big holiday of the summer is over and i lived thru it! Of course i worked yesterday so i was not out at the lake drinking and drowning. On a serious note. I think memorial day is very important. I dont make it out to the graveyard often enough to pay my respects to my loved ones. Both of my parents are still alive but i do have grandparents who are buried. I think we should tell our loved ones everyday how much they mean to us! Not just wait until one time of the year to honor them after they are gone.

So to all who have gone before us, thank you for the things you taught us and the things you did for us to make us what we are today.
twisted

What do they really want??

Does anybody really have any idea what women really want? The big question is do women even know??
I know that we men can really be a pain in the ass, but like i heard one time all men real want is 3 things

• Feed me
• Fuck me
• Shut the fuck up

That is really all a man really wants! Oh we may ask for new car some nice clothes maybe even a kick ass sound system. But if we have those 3 things we can get by just fine. You would think after 3 marriages, that i would have a clue to what a women wants. But let me be the first to say i dont have any fucking idea what it takes to get close to what they want.

You might ask what brought this on? My wife works for a company that constally taking advantage of her. I wont go in to details of what she does, but lets just say it does not take a rocket sciencist to do it. They pay her just over minimun wage to take alot more responsibility that she should. Now i try not to get to involved in what she has going on, because it pisses me off that she will not stand up for herself! I mean damn, if you have to complain to your spouse every day about the shit hole you work for, it is time to find a new job or shut the fuck up!

So all i have to say is, if you dont like your job, and your spouse trys to help and all you can do is bitch, then SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!

Nothing

Dont really have much to post about today. I was thinking today, what really makes people happy? What does it take to make you feel happy, or good about yourself? Do you need someone in your life to make your life complete?

The reason i was thinking about this is, i know someone that tried to take thier life yesterday because his woman (who was everybody's woman) left him. Some would say that is tragic, i would say that is stupid. I have known alot of women, and some that i hold very dear to my heart, but i have never met or been involved with a chick that was so wonderful that i wanted to take my own life!

Damn how stupid can you be to want to leave all the other women in the world behind, because of one piece of ass? What a f 'in moron. Hell i can think of alot of things to live for, the chance of banging a smokin hot bitch and telling all my friends about it. The chance to see my babies have babies of thier own! Hell the chance to see the cold hearted bitch who left me, down and out in the street!

Life is way to good and way to exciting to live. So if your thinking of biting a bullet over some skank, or some hot dude that left you all i can say is.....................hope someone misses you!
Twisted

On with the show

I was married to wife #1 for about 8 years. The reason we divorced is because i had an affair, with the freaky girl i mentioned in an earlier post. I did love my first wife and we had some fun together not to mention our 2 wonderful children.
But here is the problem, for the entire time we were married i had to hear how she did not need a man for anything. She was very independent, and that is a problem with me.
I need to be wanted for something, i need to know someone cares about me and that they need me for some reason. I dont think anyone wants to be in a relationship with someone that does not appreciate you for something, money, sex, companionship.

It is a very crappy life when you dont feel wanted or needed. I think that may explain why i am always looking for something new, someone new. I think in life we live for some type of spark or excitement. I know i do, i look forward to special days, or special events. I guess some people just live for excitement, and some like life nice and simple and dont ever want to change.

Spent sometime with a buddy of mine this weekend, i grew up in a small town and after 25 years nothing has changed. Underage people still want to drink and party and need someone to buy them booze. Of course one thing has changed, they sure drink alot more and alot harder than we did when we where at that age.
I will try to update at least 3 times a week from now on!
Twisted

Changes...................

OK tired of the black background. I may have problems and may not be the most intresting blog on the web, but i was tired of the black looks like your reading about the dead background.

Things are better today, sorry about the rant on the last post, but i guess that is what this is for. It is my own private space so i can say what ever i want. I chose to use that ability on the last post.

Well i dont feel like going back to find out where i left off, so i will just go on from here.
Meet wife #1 when i was in my early 30's. I meet her at a party we both knew some of the same people. We dated for about 6 months and then got married. Nothing really exciting about our sex life, but we did have sex almost every day for the close to 8 years we were married.
I had a few other women between my first time and my first wife but not anything worth
typing about.
Later
Twizted

Does life suck or is it just me?

I am sure it is just me, but today life really sucks!!! Trouble at home and it dont look good for the home team!!!
Married for the 3rd time and still wondering why i think i have to be married to be happy. I guess i should wake up and realize that if 2 wont make you happy, why the hell would the 3rd?

I dont know why i cant just be happy and roll along thur life like the rest of the morons around me. Why do i even think happiness exist? What is happiness? Why do i think i have to control every situation and everyone around me to be a happy person??

Ok i think that is enough for today, i need to find new place to vent. Maybe find someone to kick my ass, maybe that would make me feel better, it damn sure would not make me feel any worse.
Later
Morally

Just here

Well it has been awhile since i posted. I dont really have anything fun to share today. I left off with
my first time.
Yes it was just as exciting as it sounds. I date her for about 2.5 years off and on. I guess like most people this being my first one i thought i was in love and she was the one for life! But i figured out that she was not the only girl in the world that would give it up and i needed to find something new and exciting.
As i have aged ( I wont say grownup) i have discovered that i need excitment in my life and if i dont have any i go looking for some new stuff to keep me occupied. I guess i use sex as a way of adding excitment to my life.
I have never been a really daring person, i did not party hard in school and never really did any drugs. So i guess sex is my drug, i love the taste and feel of a new partner, the excitement that builds and you try to see what you can get and how far.
Well back to the grind stone, i will try to update this more often.
Twizted