It's going to be o.k.

Thank you all for your concern. But the two of us splitting up was really for the best. We where both back into the same routine. I would go all day with out calling her, and was not the least bit upset if she did not call me.
When we where together we argued and talked to each other like dogs. I don't really know why I even tried to make a go of it again. I guess I was just lonely or maybe I really did love her and just could not see the forest for the trees.

So don't feel sorry for me, I made my bed.......... and it would have only turned out bad again anyway. I guess I just don't make the best choices when it comes to the women in my life. Maybe its me, or maybe I am just a magnet for crazy women. I did to be a magent for horny women, those are the kind I am looking for!

Well not much else going on around here. Work has been very busy, but that is a good thing.
Well until later
Twisted

The calm after the storm

Well I did it, for the last time. I dumped the wife again. I spent sometime with my mom on friday and saturday. I had not seen her in about 5 months, I know I am a bad son. I took her and her boyfriend out for supper. Had a wonderful time.

I was able to talk to my mom about what what was going on with the soon to be ex-wife. Of course when mom found out she had brought drugs into my house she freaked out and explained how I would lose all my worldly belongings and my kids if the cops came knocking. I told her I knew this, and that was why I had to get rid of the wife again.
I can put up with alot of bullshit, but not a drug addict. By the way it was crank that she had in her purse.

So saturday afternoon I called her and explained that I would not be able to see her anymore because she was on drugs. Of course she said that was ok, if that is what I wanted to believe. I then told her that I knew she had drugs on her when she was at my house the weekend before last. She quickly said o.k. and hung up, she was busted!

I just don't understand the need to use drugs. I know I am not perfect and make lots of mistakes, but that is one thing I will not tolerate around me. She knew that and still brought them into my house. How disrespectful? I guess it is a good thing I found out now, instead of waiting until we actually moved back in together. It would have really been a bad scene then.

So there you have it, all caught up on what is going on with me.
Have a good day
Twisted

Nope I am not dead

Well sorry about the delay in posting. Seems like life just seems to get in the way sometimes of my blogging. Funny how life can be that way sometimes.
I don't know where to start, or what to tell you about the last few weeks. I know I told you about our boss leaving so the department has been a little up and down. You know the women in the department are all pissing and scratching like a bunch of cats marking there place in the pecking order.
I know you women won't like that reference but there it is any way.

The kids have just been there regular selfs, trying to stay one step ahead of daddy. Really they are pretty good kids, and I would not trade them for the world. Both getting good grades and looking forward to summer vacation starting next month.

Ok now to the wife. Not sure what we are going to end up doing. She is really pushing for us to find a house together and I think that things will be the same as they always have. I know it sounds cold but I am not really sure what I want right now. I care about her, but the more time we spend together the more I look forward to her going back home.
We did have an ok time this weekend. No kids and she had to work sunday so she had to leave my house at
4:30 sunday morning.
But she had a little to much to drink saturday and ended up blowin chunks in my bathroom. Yes it was a smelly mess and I made her clean most of it up when she got out of the shower.
The really bad thing is that I found some shit in her purse that I just do not approve of. So I really don't think she has changed any. I know I am a dick for looking in her purse, but she should not be bringing that stuff into my house!

Well that is about it.
Later
Twisted